My husband and I got married July 12, 2009. It was a beautiful ceremony. The girls carried a single white rose, and the got a bud boutineer. The girls wore green while the guys wore black. My husband had a white button up shirt and his favorite jeans and tennis shoes. I wore heels and a white dress with black roses painted on it. My grandfather preformed the ceremony, calling me Cathy once. My names Carrie. Everyone does that, calls me by my sisters name.

We started working at a factory in August, but because of our car which has 274,000 miles on it. We had already missed so many days that we were on probation. We decided to quit. Up and quit. I think now that it's for the best.

While working we made alot of friends. Nikki, Matt, Josh, Dow, Dave (some days) and our suporvisor was amazing. When we quit, Nikki and Josh was the only ones we kept in contact with. I text both of them regularly and everything.

Now the delima. Josh is falling in love with me. Correction, he IS in love with me, and to be honest, I am too.

Don't get me wrong, I love my husband with all my heart, but recently he doesn't look at me the same, that spark in his eye is gone. I don't feel loved or wanted by him anymore, and Josh shows all that. Maybe that's why I am drawn to him?

What do I do? I don't want to hurt Josh. I told him time and time again we can't be more than friends, but he still says the sweetest things to me...

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I will be getting married in July or August.